Hello...to whom may be reading this. My issue is that I am stepping out of the gay life because it conflicts with my spiritual beliefs.I believe God is calling me out - and I' am doing so , but with much difficulty.I fall than get up, fall than get up, on... and on... and on!My faith can be weak at times others...not so bad.Currently I live on the same street as my friend whom I've had this on and off again relations with-actually she's my "ex" ,but we are friends as well.we're battling within the friendship because we do have problems with our flesh sometimes...if you catch my drift.But for the most part our union has changed mostly into a friendship.A very nuturing and honest friendship at that.
My concern however is that we're so close and yet that's what worry's me, because I don't want to continue a pattern of " backsliding" physically and spiritually with this woman.Yet I have a bond with her, because she has filled such a big need in me,seeing as though I Lost my parents,(deceased) and my immeidiate family and I are so far drifted- it's like another loss for me.So I Like having her in my life for other reasons,companionship,friendship,nuturing and we have formed our own kind of Family with eachother.I just want to learn to obtain these facets of our friendship without bringing the sexual aspect in from time to time.
I'm looking for someone that could possibly suggest counceling for people wanting to get Out of Homosexuality, such as myself. I live in NewBedford Ma so it has to be somewhere here or in close peramitors.I'm only looking for the advice or help from those that could understand where I'm coming from-or who believes that deliverence is possible for those who want it.Pastors, preachers, teachers, and evangelists is highly welcomed and needed to this message...or just someone in the same boat as I.
Thank-you very much